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I use to love this movie…perhaps the beginning to my love for rats & mice?
lol
Frack is the new Fuck.
I’m happy because Randy paid for me to get Lineage II back.
I’m sad because no one I know plays anymore.
I feel like such a strange person because I don’t feel comfortable exercising in front of:
Animals.
Other People.
Or even photos.
There’s just something about it that makes me feel awkward.
I have not done a journal entry on here in awhile.
So here:
I’m still jobless.
I’ve applied everywhere except places that deal with food service. I was leaving that as a last resort since that’s all I’ve really done since I was 16(and like a couple days answering phones which I suck at). I was really hoping that one of the… 6-7 places I applied would call me and maybe even hire me. Nope. Still here. Still jobless. Still wondering if we’ll even be able to afford our wedding or if we’ll just be stuck just going to the courthouse.
Like I haven’t sacrificed enough with the wedding. I gave up the original theme that I still want which took away the first location I wanted. Then I gave up doing it at Swine Creek Reservation and having a normal reception at DiViesti’s Banquet Hall. I’ve cut out a lot things I wanted. We only need about $1,500-2,000 which is rather cheap for a wedding but I still don’t see it happening.
So here I am. A broke bitch, being as a live-in maid, unable to do anything I actually want to.
Yay. /endsarcasm
thefuckingcrazyblonde asked: hey there. i came across your entry that was tagged with self injury. i too started when i was 12 and am 20 now and havent done it for a few months. just thought i would say hello and keep up the good work:)- robin
You don’t know how much it means to me to get encouragement for not doing it. Ever since I stopped, everyone around me has seemed to forgotten about it. They don’t realize I still get the urges. So thank you =)
